Today is 18 October 2008
Today was the result release day
I woke up early at 8 o'clock in the morning
It was not because the reason of result releasing
But because of I need to go for tuition
Although I was giving tuition
Results are considered all the while in my mind
I feel afraid, am always anxious about mind and don't cool down at all
It's Mickey to be the first one who sent me a message
When I go home,many of my friends came to ask me about the result when i was online-ing
But I swell up all the while, and it doesn't occur to the courage
I was not dare to go for a checking on my result
I tried to do other things to avoid from the computer
Finally, at around 2pm I rallied the courage
I logged on to my TARC web and decide to have a view
I used a piece of paper to cover the side where the grade will stated
I check one by one
My heartbeat becomes increasingly speedy
And finally it was ended by some dissapointment
Anyhow I should be thankful
I should find me to have filled it
At least I can maintain more some standards from origin
It's continuous that I can do only, and I struggle and make an effort
What are my results?
I'll think that can be seasoned to 1 of mystery!
What kind of complaint will there be soon, I don't have that
And I have already looked luxuriously, they aren't precocious
It isn't necessary to compare
As long as I was excusable for myself that is more than enough
For my friends in Y2M10
Some are happy
Some are sad
Some are satisfiy
Some are regret
But this was fact already
You can do only to make an effort continuously
All struggles are shown in the test which comes
Congratulation for those who passed the exam
I m sorry for those who did not so well
These are M10 results!!