Holiday is just so so only..

When i was in primary school...i feel that holiday is so nice to me...can play around..can go here n there...
Still remember when i was young..we play the "qiu kap mou teik jiong mun yan" on the road in front of my grandma house..with all my cousins..We run we shout we play together..
We dont care those aunty uncle scold..we dont care our gandma say kenot run into the house..we play watever we want..

When i was in the secondary school..holiday means everything..i hung out wif my fren..shopping..playing..relaxing...As a result,i fall down in my exam..i had been disappear from the ranking..until a level that noboday concern..
I change it when i was form 5..it is so unbelievable..i chase up..My fren always said that the power of love..

UNtil now..i am in college level...holiday is not a mean for me again..it means boring,dull for me..bcoz it waste my time to spend with frenz..
During holiday,i will normally stay at home..or hang out wif frenz for few days only..Its will make me think unconsciouly abt those sad thg..

But i still believe "Your emotion is depend on your thought" , so i will not let my emotion control over me.. ;)